Do you ever ask yourself, what am I doing with my life?
Do you ever stop to ask the important questions?
Or do you fill your days with unfulfilling chit chat that goes nowhere,
talking about the material things and nothing of consequence
And if you are one of these people do you not find yourself depressed?
What is real? How can we get to the center of it? Where are all the real people?
Where is the conversation to uplift and fulfill, why do I feel as if I'm on a neverending quest searching for these things?

So I'm home, I've seen some of my friends and that was good. I got to surprise my friend Jen who had no clue I was coming home. Actually I was supposed to surprise everyone except my best friend opened his big ol' mouth. But that's okay. I miss Hilton Head, especially the weather, it's about 40 degrees here in Michigan, yuck. In a year I plan on moving back down south, I loved it there. I mean I love my friends here but my soul feels a tug for the ocean and the warm air and the wonderful east coast people, so not technically down south but down the southern coast. The only thing that is scary is all the hurricanes, but the four that were coming towards us, missed us every time. Was it luck or part of a bigger plan, I don't know.

An ending and a beginning looms on the horizon...
In a few days I'll be leaving my home and going back to my old home.
I've met people here in Hilton Head South Carolina who are priceless and some who are not.
I have some that I hope will not fade into the background and i truly hope that we do stay in touch
But I am so ready to go back home, I miss my friends...
I'll miss the ocean here and the people but I won't miss my job, I like the job, I hate the management, I'm supposed to be in the hospitality business and half the hotel staff at the hilton garden inn are non-smiling un friendly bastards, how did they get hired I don't understand?! Enough complaining though, sorry about the brief rant. Sometimes you just need to vent.

On a day like today, everything seems to be in slow motion, or maybe it's just me and I am trying to slow down time...
Maybe I'm trying to hold on to something I'm not aware of...
Maybe I don't make any sense, on a day like today...