How do you help someone who does not want help? Someone who will not take responsibility for their actions, who doesn't believe in themselves, how do you tell them that they have the ability to overcome these dark times in their life, how do you explain the God-shaped hole?
How do you watch and wait for that phone call, the one that you know looms in the shadows waiting to claim another soul as lost, gone on from this place to endless dark. How do you share what you know is true? How do you expose them to a light that they've never seen? One that you've only recently been tampering with here and there. What can be done to fix what is so broken and sad? We are all so broken and sad. I sometimes look at the things that I do and wonder why. And then I realize once more that it all leads back to the God-shaped hole...

I have been so tired lately, like time is wearing on my soul; or maybe it's that I've been getting more exercise lately. Between moving into my new place, and being able to actually walk to destinations as opposed to the boonies where I formally resided.

Seasons change and people change growing further apart with time.

Things come together with the ease that only is possible by a some celestial being pulling a few strings so that life slides on.

Slowly walking up the spiral staircase to one day reach our final destination or maybe falling further down the downward spiral. We do have a choice...

After 25 years I am finally moving to a place where there are things to do and experience. I cannot tell you how ecstatic I am. Although I am not looking forward to moving all of my junk but that's never fun, who likes moving stuff? It's the end result that counts. And no that picture is not me it's just some random guy in a box. I'm a girl.