There is no hero in my sky, my heart is empty and the echoes of hope have almost fully gone
But then you say the words forever and ever and you tell me how beautiful I am and how can I not fall into your eyes when you look at me that way?
I can't keep giving my heart away with such reckless abandon but I also can't choose who steals it either, unfortunately I can't just make myself stop feeling what I feel, and every time that I see you, it all comes back and I get led further down that road becoming further and further gone, till my semblence of self starts to dissipate and I lose myself in dreams of what could be and what should be. And I scream and I cry but in the end I lose myself in visions of you and slowly it's killing me...

What is the perfect personality? Interesting question, I think that as individuals we are attracted to different personas. So what is my ideal one, I think that I've found I tend to gravitate toward more artistic, eccentric, and slighty crazy people. This is not a bad thing, it makes life more interesting, the ideas and dramas that these people bring to the spectrum of everyday life is definately not boring. Now let me tell you what a bad personality is, to me. I call it the "me personality" this person is one who is inept at listening, cannot stop talking about themselves, and uses others for personal gain. Not only do these people make me angry, I do also feel sorry for them. They will never sincerely know what it is like to have true friendship, which is one of the most precious things in this life.

I wish I could say all the right things to make you change your mind
I wish I knew how to be the person that you need
I wish that I could get back what I never had to begin with
But all I can be is myself and I wish that you could only see and maybe your misery would slowly fade into the distant horizon
We could find that sunrise we've both been searching for
You hide in the shadows looking for sunshine under rocks and yet you wonder why you're so sad

I've always wanted to be your sunshine but you won't let in my light
And because of this, I wish...