When darkness falls with it's black velvet curtain, silence of past memories echo inside my head, I think of you... Our time together is never more than a few precious hours and I wish that there was so much more... The sound of your voice makes me smile and brings tears to my eyes at the same time. My experience of you has been beautiful, and I'm not sure that I'll be able to let it go any time soon. My sweet dark haired angel...

Have you ever had a friend who for a moment was your everything? But it was all a delusion or a distraction from your own lonliness. I have a friend who in some odd way I did used to love and care about, but it was the equivalent of loving a brick wall because nothing was ever returned.

Have you ever tried to be friends with someone who doesn't listen? Now I don't mean that they don't listen to advice, but they have the inability to stop and listen about your life, or even ask you questions about your life, all they see is themselves. Now you may be wondering why someone would be friends with a person like this? I often wondered myself, and then it hit me. I was alone and it was nice to have that person who would always call no matter what. And they would always hang out no matter what, so that I was not alone. But they were like a parasite, you can only give so much without a return on investment in someone. After a while you start to become poisoned by them and start to resent them. You begin to feel that they are a parasite sucking the light that is in your soul for their own self delight. And they will put you down to feel better about themselves and be disrespectful, and never even realize what you were to them. And finally when they do, you'll be gone...