It's been so long since I've felt the warm rays of the sun, I mean I could visibly see them before but they didn't melt my cold exterior. It's been so long that I've been in a deep freeze, thinking that I was emotionally available, but I wasn't, maybe I wasn't ready. I haven't felt so excited about another person in my life in years! I've met someone who may be a piece to the puzzle of my life that I've been missing. I just hate to get my hope's up so high only to have them dropped and shattered again, but I truly have a good feeling about this one. It feels right in so many ways. He's brought some light into my sad existence and I'd like to thank the one who is of light that brought him to me. I truly hope that it's part of his plan for me because it seems like it should be.