All these years and I never knew. For some reason we’re supposed to have life all figured out by the time we graduate high school. The ever present question of what do I want to do with my life? Are you kidding me? How are we really supposed to know the answer to that? Especially when we’re still emotionally immature and so young. Now almost 10 years later and with a degree in Hotel Management, that I never want to use again I know! Do you know how amazing it is to know what you want to do!?

No one ever told me that you could have a career in the music industry if you weren’t an artist. If I would of known this years ago, this is what I would have gone to school for. I want to work in the industry, most likely marketing or to be a show rep. I love music possibly more than anything, I truly believe it to be one of my biggest passions. So now I start back at square one and I work at AEG live and don’t really get paid but I love what I’m doing. The funny thing is, I never realized how miserable I was at the hotel till I was gone. I hated that job, the only thing I really enjoyed was the people. Hence I would like to work in the entertainment industry because I love people and music! So my dream job will one day become my reality. I’ll tell you why, it’s because I’m a dreamer and I always will be. I never let the hope die even when I should! This is not a bad thing although sometimes it can lead to some intense disappointments. But all in all, everyone should dream big, love as often as possible, and never give up trying!

I awoke in a dreamlike state.
Arising to a lucid morning with traces of you slowly slipping away as I came into reality.
But then I realized that you're not a dream and felt myself shine with this realization, caught up in something beautiful as I go through my day in euphoric wonder.