It is time to grab the reigns and stop drifting on my lazy river
For a while now I have been lulled by the illusion of never leaving the ground so that I may never fly, now is the time!
Otherwise I'll be buried alive and never see the sun again

Maybe I should just stop hanging out with everyone and focus on my future, I feel like, I'm sick of people again, nothing makes me genuinely happy.
It's that whole God-shaped hole thing, I'm always running and he's standing still, I stand still here and there but never long enough to get a real grip, I don't know what I'm afraid of.

(In class)
I'm afraid that I can't listen today, I don't do well with the boring, accounting is awful and I want nothing to do with it. I want to go home and accomplish the tasks that are on my list, so Joes words still haunt me, maybe I should've been an english major, I think maybe he's right, all I need to do is to stop being so f**king lazy, when I go home I need to search job websites, I need a real job and I need it now, and I need to be a better person, I'm not a bad person but I could definately use some improvement.